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The Inner Workings Of My Mind. by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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The Inner Workings Of My Mind.

Laughing. They're laughing. I wonder who it's about? I hope it's not about me. But, who else could it be about? Oh god, it has to be me. What's wrong with me? Is it my hair? What about my clothes? No. It's just got to be me. I mean, I know I'm different but.. I really shouldn't look back at them. Don't. You honestly don't want to see. Why won't my body listen to me! Dammit! I looked.. They're looking at me.. My worrying thoughts are now confirmed. I can't handle it. I just want to go home. Go home and crawl under my covers. Just lie there and hide. I'm such a disgrace. Why? I don't know.

Safety. by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Safety.

It hurts really. To think about it. My life. Reality. I'd much rather live in dreams. Everything makes sense there. Kind of. I guess I can't really make sense. I mean.. I'm ME after all. And who can really understand me other than me? "It's okay.. Everything will be fine." Yah.. For you, maybe. Your not going through it. It isn't happening to you. "I know how you feel." Do you really? So you think your better off dead and have no reason here? You've done horrible things to yourself to feel relief?

Imperfections. by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Imperfections.

Rain. That's all that ever pours down on my world. Pain The only feeling that get by my walls. The walls. Built over time to protect. Ended up conquering. Holding everything inside. Once they break, I'll break with them. I'm scared. I'm nearing my edge. More and more cracks, More and more imperfections.. Just one more large hit and I'm gone. But.. Is there a way? A way to fix all the holes? All the wounds.. So many wounds.. Mostly from myself. The glass piece.. The one that

Corrupted. by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Corrupted.

Having to run Having to fear Having to hide Everything inside. It's becoming unbearable; Too much to handle. Life. Reality. Showing you the true facts of mortality. Everything rushing by Not enough time To sit and grasp the feeling Of nothing but lies. The pain. The horror. Going straight to my core. Get out! Go away! But the nightmares still sit and stay. Taking over Silently but surely. It's under the cover Of my denial and skin. You see nothing but the outside, The insides a mystery. Not caring about the history, You go on and judge anyway, Is that really okay!? My soul's corrupted My life's interrupted By a d

Within... by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Within...

Running. No where to hide. Running. No time to stop. Running. No breath to go on. Running. No where to go. Running. No one that cares. Running. To keep my very existance here. The enemy can't be seen, It invades from the inside Making everything To difficult to handle. An unknown force that spreads quicker then you

To Never Bloom... by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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To Never Bloom...

You leave me bleeding on the floor My heart in your hands and care I hope you'll look after it and more Since your the one who left me there. You told me that you loved me But I guess that was a lie My feelings about you won't go free And I keep on wondering why. Maybe I still love you Though I have no reason to Maybe I still care for you Even though there's no point to. I wish that I could say it Right to your face But I'm afraid to admit I don't want to put you in your place. Even though you deserve it To be told off once in a while I just can't do it When I'm going through this denial. That's why tonight I decieded to

Is It Worth It? by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Is It Worth It?

I open my eyes To a room filled with white Believing all the lies I've been fed tonight. They whisper it's okay And I wish that was right So here I lay Trembling with fright. I wish they left me dying With the wound in my head To save me all the crying I have to do instead. I had the gun in my hand I was ready to blow My mind was crammed Saying I had to go. Nothing was right I had no fears Everyday was a fight To hold back hidden tears. Tonight was the night I was going to end it all To make things right I had to fall. I let the bullet in my head Hoping for sure That I would be fed Six feet under. But then I awake

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The Inner Workings Of My Mind. by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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The Inner Workings Of My Mind.

Safety. by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Imperfections. by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Imperfections.

Corrupted. by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Corrupted.

Within... by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Within...

To Never Bloom... by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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To Never Bloom...

Is It Worth It? by DaWnOfTiMe4, literature

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Is It Worth It?

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What Music Is by ThePurpleRosex, literature

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What Music Is

"What is music?" A young boy asked me that today. I bent down to his level, so our faces met eye to eye, and, grinning, I responded. "Why do you care? Out of our world today, why is it you who cares?" He looked thoughtfully back at me with his eyes, too full of wisdom for his age, and he said, "Because I want to make good music someday." I liked his answer, so I told him I did. He smiled, seeming honestly pleased that I liked his opinion. He grabbed my hand as I stood up, pleading at me with his eyes, and when I looked into them, I knew he wanted to hear more. "I will show you the things that proper music make." I said to him. And as I

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Aug 13
Canada
Deviant for 14 years
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My Bio

I'm awesome, 'nough said.

Favourite Movies

Any Tim Burton movie, Labyrinth, August Rush

Favourite TV Shows

Fullmetal Alchemist, Axis Powers Hetalia, Durarara!!, The Big Bang Theory, Corner Gas

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

LM.C, All Time Low, L'Arc En Ciel, Super Junior, SHINee, Simple Plan, Nickelback, etc.

Favourite Books

Saga of Darren Shan, Impulse

Favourite Writers

Darren Shan, Ellen Hopkins

Favourite Games

Assassin's Creed, Kingdom Hearts, Pokemon, Starry Sky in Spring, Harvest Moon

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox360

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DaWnOfTiMe4

Dec 17, 2012

Forever Ago

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I should use this more.

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DaWnOfTiMe4

Dec 20, 2011

o 3 o

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Who actually reads my journals? Let's see who reads this entirely... leave me a one word comment that best describes me, using the SECOND letter of your FIRST name. It can only be ONE word. Then copy and paste this to your journal so I can leave a word about you. Don't just PUT a word and NOT copy, that's no fun. This should prove to be interesting or make my day. COMMENT FOR THE AWESOME ME, PEEPS.

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DaWnOfTiMe4

Aug 3, 2011

le sigh

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When will this charade be over? When will it end? I just need to know. I need to be prepared. For when it's over, reality will hit. And that, is a fate worse than death.